Footprints of Death...............
I must admit that I feel emotionally drained. This was a difficult month to say the least. Also, this feels like the longest month of my life. On 9/12/10 I lost my Aunt Joy, on 9/20/10 my older sister who helped raise me had a major successful surgery, and today 9/28/10 my Aunt Barbara passed away. Wow! I know that in order to keep living life change is eminent. Change is a major component of life so why do I feel the same shock and sense of loss every time someone that I love passes away? It seems silly but all of life (i.e. good and bad) is necessary. Intellectually, I know that "This too will pass," I just wish it would pass alot faster and for longer periods of time (lol).
In terms of the BAADD grief process, I better check-in for the day.
Bargaining- Not at all.
Acceptance- I think I'm getting there.
Anger- A little.
Denial- No, I am fully aware that they are no longer here.
Depression - No, I just need an emotional break for while. I really need a long 10-20 day vacation surrounded by water. Oh yea, I would love for this vacation to be at no expense to me with no strings attached.
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