Day 136

Footprints of Death...............

I must tell you that last week was horrific.  I had challenge after challenge to the point where I was completely discouraged.  I felt myself sinking back into a depression. It is in these times that I miss my parents the most.  When times are rough I am confronted with the fact that my earthly parents are gone but that they left me in the capable hands of the God that said that he would never leave nor forsake me.  To face a horrible week I used a 3 ingredient spiritual recipe. The ingredients were:

1. Prayer
2. Scripture Reading
3. Worship To God

I feel better.  I feel like a new woman!  If any of you are going through anything just know that God is a healer.  He heals the grief from the loss of a loved one, he heals broken spirits, he heals broken bodies, and broken minds.  He is the mender of all things broken.  Have a great day!

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Footprints of Death...............

I missed writing yesterday for good reason.  I went to a Worship Conference last night that really lifted my spirit.  Talk to ya later.

Day 134

Footprints of Death...............

Life is moving so quickly.  Sometimes I feel like it is moving without me.  It's been five months since Dad passed away and it's still a surreal feeling. 

The acronym that I created about death was D.E.A.T.H  which I termed as Decreasing External Activities That Hinder.  Death gives us enough pause in life to see what is really important.  What's really important is relationship with God, relationship with family, relationship with friends, and relationships in general.  That's what's important.  This is the simple lesson that death has taught me....so in this regard death's footprint was not all bad.

Have a great night!

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I am so exhausted it's hard to have any other thoughts.  I'm moving forward even if I am making small snail like movements.  I am looking for a new season when I am free to just laugh and smile because things are great......they will be great, right?  That's what I am hoping for, .....greatness.  


For those experiencing grief, it's alright to take the healing process slow. Some days you will feel great and somedays you will long for the past that you once had with your loved one.  Believe me, I know.


As I write this blog, I am thinking of Psalms 23 which is a great comfort to me these days.  


Have a great night!

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I can't believe I missed yesterday. I'll be back today.

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Today was a difficult day to say the least.  I had a moment....a big one.  I was met with a dilemma and I would have given anything to obtain the advice of one or both of my parents, but I could not.  The feeling of aloneness hit me like a 2000 ton truck.  I was saddened!  


Just then, I felt God comforting my heart and I had a sense of his love in that instant.  I feel better but the human bond that God allows us to have with our loved ones is an amazing gift.  If you have your loved ones treasure the moments.


Good night!  I'm confident that tomorrow will be a better day.

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Footprints of Death...............


A beautiful Sunday today (weather wise).  


I felt a little weird today because my family and I are deciding how we are going to celebrate for my Dad's birthday on May 24th, he would have been 72 this year.  This is the first birthday he will not be here for.  Interesting?  Last year, we sang songs while my Dad joined in singing.  


I must say I am still having a hard time adjusting to the fact that my Dad and Mom are gone, but I grapple with filling the void that their loss has created.  Everyday, I pray that God fills that void for me so that I don't find something distracting or harmful to fill the void with myself.  My defense mechanism to combat this issue is to stay close to home and write.  Writing helps me to express my feelings and figure out how I feel about things that I may never make audible.


I'm tired now (low energy).  Have a good night!

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Footprints of Death...............

Today is a beautiful spring day.  I absolutely love seeing the clear skies and the picturesque mountains.  I appreciate God even more when I see his beautiful creations.  


It's hard for me to believe that it's been six months since my Dad passed away.  Five months ago, I never would have believed that I would be "back to normal" because I was in such shock by the realization that I was parent-less. These days I spend my time going to school, working on projects, and working toward the dreams that I have been deferred.  


I have always heard people say that when something dies in your life something news is born.  I can attest to the fact that this is true.  I lost both of my parents but I gained the sense of knowing that God is my Father and that he is faithful to take care of me.  


Wishing everyone a wonderful and safe Saturday.  Enjoy life because tomorrow is not promised. 

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This week was ridiculously long. I am soooo glad that it is over.  I would write more but I am fatigued.  


The feelings of grief are almost a distant memory.  I hope that anyone who is experiencing the loss of a loved one will enjoy a speedy healing process too. 


Remember to laugh, live, and love.




P.S. For tips on my daily life experiences since the loss of my Dad, visit me @ www.journeywithjudith.com.

Day 127

Footprints of Death...............

Feeling well.  Very tired.  I will emote more this weekend. Lol!